There is this immolating monstrosity inside of me, gnawing at my insides and chewing outward toward my flesh and skin. Soon I will be consumed, and nothing will be left of me. And you will no longer recognise me as the man you thought I was. Self abnegation in all its glory.

Today I got word that I have received three prizes for topping UCL Laws faculty in one way or another. The Herbert Smith Prize for Excellence, Webber Prize (highest grade performance) and the S J Berwin prize (best overall examination grade).

Fuck. If they had told me earlier I could put it in my CV and maybe Clifford Chance, Freshfields and Linklaters wouldn't have rejected me. sigh.

In any case, this is so surreal.

This is ridiculous.

I need to get champagne.

I need to get smashed.

This is yet another excuse, I know. But at least I have a reason.

Edit:
This is hell. dad is crying about how the top student cant get into the columbia program. he is gonna call rodney austin up, whereupon he will find out about me extremely poor attendance. and ill be properly screwed

Steph's 20th Birthday!!

To celebrate steph’s inauguration into the twenty (plus) era, we decided on a night at Metra. It was one of the best clubbing nights ive had in sometime, due mainly to the combination of fun people and calefacient.

Drunk people: the usual suspects : jiejie jiejie and jiejie.

Haha. No la. Others included our rarely-seen-in-clubs guest Angela, Lauren, new addition Lorraine and of course, the birthday babe!!


Last picture before heading to the club. i took the picture, hence i realise the picture is missing some star-quality. sorry readers =)


wicked shot. james aka dolce doesnt look like a criminal!!


pretty lauren and jiajia

angela's friend lorraine. scarily sociable, good looking and lotsa fun.

jiajia and i again.

May this year bring you good tidings steph, i hope u know i appreciate u so much as a friend and everything else. hugs